Monday, April 28, 2008

Maritime


I am bad at this. Oh well, If you cant see or hear it just go here. Oh yeah...I wont be on here till sunday, bit of an internet diet. I DID have a nice birthday, thanks for asking. I will tell you what my friends got me, when I post on sunday. Bye.

secret: I am lame, a big part of why I like this song is the lyrics "Should I feel really flattered that you hate everything but me?"

I likelikelike their website http://www.maritimesongs.com/maritime.html

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Anja Rubik

I like her with cropped blonde hair best.

secret: I am kinda cheating on my diet.

Oscar Falk









secret: Damn!

one step...

I guess Im just putting on here what I'd like to start looking like in future years. Um, I just want everything to be plain and simple. So everything i own would have to have a purpose. Except books, even if I have no room for them, I will still keep them.

Ok, so I need a wallet. I like this one, it keeps popping up in my searches. Classy? Idk. Its too expensive [$108]

secret: I feel retarded carrying purses and wallets around. This is just for future reference.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Fifi Lapin

When will she come back with regular posts!?!?


Secret: I suck at this blog. maybe not a secret :x

*post edit 5/9/08

she is back!

http://www.fifi-lapin.blogspot.com/


What Im getting for my 16 birthday





My Cheap Monday jeans! Yay!



sorry about the text on the picture, but the white space was unbearable. And I just figured out how to do it!



secret: I dont want to turn 16, I am not who I wanted to be. Like when I turn sixteen all my false hopes vanish and I fall back onto reality.

Friday, April 25, 2008

my face...


I would like my make-up routine to be clean and simple
next year, my clothes will be nice and simple
so will my makeup
For when I get oily

To keep my lips from chapping

For when I need a little color


For my nails, but in M. Butterfly



To make me look more dramatic




Because I love L'Occitane and the scent of honey


secret: I will probaly never get these.

puppy names

YES! I am serious
Boys:
Diesel
Somerset
Kurt
Travis or Forrestt
Future
Girls:
Emy
Lane

This one would be Kurt - cute,clumsy,goofy
Lane- adorable,delicate,awww

Diesel- Basically black and sweet
pretty pretty please.
secret: I stopped excercising. How can I get my excitment/determination back???

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Steven

young love





secret: I said this girl was both self-conscious and conceited. Well so am I. Are you?

smokers are jokers

at least thats the catchy sayin Grace always says...
hmmm...why then are they so hot

case in point.

secret: last year I was dying to smok n' drink and fuck around. But this year I am like "No way! I have a future, I dont wanna be gross...like a mexican or a poor person" I guess it used to seem glam, but all the lames doing it put me off it. So I guess poor gross mexicans are my anti-drug. Thanks poor gross mexicans!

Who are you?

me, just me.

phewww, testin sure takes a toll on me

so heres what bring those corners of my mouth up...


1. reading Lamb rrrrly funnnnnny.

2. Listening to
Fat Muxtape : Yo! are we on the same page or what?

3. looking at blogs: yeah...

4. The fashion spot: Korean/Japanese magazines =^_^=




secret: well, not really...more like "omgah! you know that boi u like? the one tht nvr tlks? well I heard his voice and its a dream. Almost dieed. "

Sunday, April 20, 2008

whole wide world

I am positvely scared!

I think it's the world

its like the 70's where people believed anything could happen
everything is better: faster,smaller,shinier
and I am terrified

cloning,dna,mindcontrol.

its a sci fi book..right?
nothing is gonna change right?
only a few small changes
like faster internet and smaller phones

right?












secret: Im sick and tired of this being green it's like fuck you, now I want to litter more. Stop trying to brainwash and sublymonal message me.


Thursday, April 17, 2008

shame

I didn't do my *essay
or exercise
nor did I eat perfectly today
tommorow is gonna suck because of today
I have no clothes to wear tommorow
shit-shit-shit

*this is a different essay. For a different class.

I had a bad day.

goodnight. =^_^=



secret: I hate Kat, but I have no real feelings for him.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Theres no place [that sucks] like home

Wikipedia is like hearing a great story in a bar:
You hope it’s true, but never bother confirming it.


fun...funny

http://blankislikeblank.com/
I should be doing my essay it is ten at night
:[[

why does highschool suck so much?
I want to go...but where?





secret: sometimes I wish I was more outgoing like my slut/sister.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Veins

Ever since I barely dropped 5lbs I have been crossing my legs!
This is awful, bc when you cross your legs you get cellulite
and those spider veins!
SPIDER VEINS!
but it just keeps happening, unconsciously

Oh and school starts tommorow. shitty shitty bang bang
I havent done my essays....




secret: Im constantly looking at other girls and mentally taking their body parts and putting them on me.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Szia- Hello in Hungarian


secret: I never try to hard, because im afraid of what will happen if I do. Also I hate that others have this problem too. Im not special.

^-^

I bet you didn't think I'd write again, i almost didn't but I was talking to you in my head and decided to write on you instead. Ive decided not to give a fuck. I usually worry about people not reading or commenting, but you are for me getting to know myself. I swear, you are better than a diary or close friend.


Well I had a smoothie from Paneras and a tuna sandwich. But I only drank a little of the smoothie, the rest I gave to slut[oh, slut is my code name for my sister-you will understand why if i ever write about her] I mean I'm on a diet after all [15lbs to lose WOO!]


I really hate being patient for this losing weight thing!
okay...so im starting something called my secret. So basically everytime I post, from now on, I have to say one secret.















one of my secrets are... I dont like my best friend of 3 years.

Friday, April 11, 2008

the beginning

is that how you spell beginning?
oh well.
um so I'm just gonna write and write about whatever I want
and no this isn't some I love the movie Juno
erm...its just me being honest
not my first blog, I'm such a poser
I really want to do the blog scene, but I'm not reliable and my writing style sucks
sooo. Hi! nice to meet you...I'm Honest.