Saturday, May 31, 2008

More work more money. I am sixteen and will be completely burned out at seventeen. Hmm. Tan and Thin this summer. :]] Bought new songs on iTunes.

p.s what do you think of Mos Def?



Friday, May 30, 2008

Yesterday was nice just talking for 2 hours on a wall with Grace. The usual jabber but it felt nice.

Monday, May 26, 2008

I shan't be on till Friday night. Have a nice week!

Get more here!

You know...I think this summer is going to be a win win for me. If I get into summer school..YAY! I wont be behind! If I don't...I make a but load of money and lose weight from walking and stuff. Also I can get a lot of reading and spiritual growth done. So I am looking forward to summer and all that it brings.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Oh! I am so tired and my right eye hurts something terrible. So i will just post a pretty picture and we will all feel better.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Friday, May 23, 2008

what kind of music do you listen to when you are sad?
I usually listen to upbeat and happy songs
but if I'm in a terrible mood, i just go for a trudge where I cry and hit trees and it is so cold I feel numb inside and out. Even though I am sad..those are the times I feel so alive, when my calves and fingers freeze. And my eyes get dry and my nose runny. I could just die so beautifully and gracefully.
Umm..anyways this was meant to be a play list not...
1. Ready for the floor- hot chip
2. the Rat- Dead confederates
3. Jacket- David Vandervalde
4. anything by Los Campesinos!
5. anything by vampire weekend
6. Your English is good and nature of the experiment- Tokyo police club
7. underdog-spoon

actually, these are just random/good songs that popped into my head. #1 is my ultimate sad song because it makes me happy and laugh! Oh! and Flathead by the Fratellis!

hydrangea's! I found out all by myself by searching flower balls and flower clumps! The blue's are my favorite!

When Grace and I were walking home, we saw flowers like these...only they were blue, purple and pink and looked like cotton candy. Do you know what they are called? I would really like to have some, they are so pretty like flower balls.

Thursday, May 22, 2008


Steven.

I would like to be her.

Daisies everyday.
Like Bridget Jones said "It's a known fact when one part of your life starts to go good,the other half falls disastrously apart." I have always believed this to be true. And while I joyfully reap up the benefits of being 12 pounds lighter, my schoolwork and home life are suffering. Not to mention my walks home with Grace. Also I hate wading through the slimy looks that males give me, and I bless the lord for my young more cute than sexy face. Also...I am listening to music which Is a good sign, because I only listen to music when I am happy. When I am sad or angry or numb I read and walk alot. Look: life right now, is going fine...But I still want Steven.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Tips for a writer.

1. Find a subject you care about.
2. Do not ramble, though.
3. Keep it simple.
4. Have the guts to cut.
5. Sound like yourself.
6. Say what you mean to say.
7. Pity the readers.

Love, Kurt Vonnegut
tsubee's muxtape makes me happy. Pleasantly suprised that she has Throw Me the Statue.

*muxtape had this problem a few weeks back which deleted everones songs. So the songs on tsubee's muxtape aren't the same as they were when I posted this. (6/20/08)
I'ts really hot today and I am listening to Muxtapes and basically having a good and relaxing day.

I named this blog honestblog for a reason. But I am not doing it right. All you have seen are a few lame secrets and pictures I like.

Who am I?

I have no clue, but the one thing that defines me is my love of reading. I read at least 4 books a week. And my personality is reflected by which book I am reading. I guess I am charming, But only when you know me. I only have 2 friends, I used to have three but he fell in "love" with me. Which is too bad because he was my only guy friend. It is strange how I have no social life or lunch table, but yet I am not a loser. I think it's because I am a pretty girl. If I looked like my best friend B...

I am bored with my friends but am too lazy and scared to make different ones. I don't know If you got an impression of me. This week I am reading Steppenwolf If that helps any.

Friday, May 16, 2008


Simple inspiration
my dreams are really overcrowding reality.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

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"You are too un-romantic."

-stupid girl I sit next to.
How glad I am that it is Friday!
Not that school has sucked. It's me. I suck. I feel all low and sloppy. Like I have no clean clothes or something...I think it is bc I didn't clean my room last weekend and it threw my week off.Also I haven't been exercising [I have been eating alright...except I have been eating a lot of lollipops.] Boy-wise some things are looking up while others are put on the back burner.


1. I will not say anything about my best friends boyfriends
2. I will not be mean about grace's religion
3. I will stop being conceited and quiet.


I like the pastels. [the band.] I keep listening to nothing can be done. I will probally put it up. Yeah?



I really miss when I used to ride. When I'm older one of my goals is to have a horse. And that fits in perfectly with my plan to live in Washington.

Also more peacock pictures
here

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

the20 more days!!!

I have loved horses all my life!
And I think I would like to collect [classy] horses
not alot..just like a shelf of four or less.
I would also like to collect journals and pens and peacock feathers!



p.s 21 more days!
Not tacky...right?
well I like it.

I think my mom would like these flower hooks. I just love the flowers below.


Very cute. I don't know if they are worth the 25.00.
[I told you i am cheap!]
Etsy
I can't find the feather in this picture.
All I found was these ugly up close pictures of feathers...
This one is O.K and I guess I'd settle.

Monday, May 12, 2008

this turned into a strange yellow post...hmmm?

I am tired even though it is only 9:38...
and I am devouring Heidi Slimanes Fashion Diary.

yaaaaaaaaaawn. Ok, one decor post then bed.
I am trying to figure out how to get rounded pictures like Fashion Key. Here is my attempt. kinda pathetic...:[

This is one of hers...


Also...I think her blog is fairly new...and it's already so cool looking.
erg! why don't I know how to make woooden backrounds and headers and round MY pictures. All I know how to do is link.
I am kinda into peacocks...and their feathers. I saw this picture and it flamed the fire.

I am slightly "put out" that I cant find the picture of Lisa's outfits of her wearing a peacock feather...aargh. When I find it...I will post it. The pictures below are blah. They are the only Peacock pictures I could find saved on my computer. More to come..[hopefully]


I have never bought anything on Amazon and have limited experience with internet purchasing. I always chicken out...I think it's the shipping prices. But I want ALL of these books...I'd settle for the library one though.

p.s 22 days!

Sunday, May 11, 2008

who else is counting the 23 days [not counting the weekends] left of school?
I AM!

I am sick and tired of it and even though summer school is looming on the horizon
I don't care.
I just want a new school year to start. I am tired of this one.
Sophomore year was a bust.

oh yeah...do you like the office pre Jim and Pam's relationship or now?!?!

because it seems to me in the last few episodes...things are getting kinda...iffy?
like...not as perfect and cute...more sad.

well, that's just me.
anyways...I am tired and stuff and cant wait till my sister leaves for college
and me and my mom get a new house and a dog...






Perfect! I love how it combines all the pictures above
into a sleek yet vintage/feminine appearance

I guess I'm liking the platform beds...
[and I'm loving the phone in the second pic!]