Since you still don't know me very well, I will modestly tell you that at my school I kick ass at literature, and am viewed as "promising" because I read vast amounts of "serious" books. I had already read the Adventures of Huckleberry Finn before it was announced that it was our summer reading. So that means I had to re-read it (which I didn't mind doing, because, as a rule, I generally read all my books more than once to extract all the pleasure I can out of them) and figure out the theme. I had an idea, that came to me when I was seriously pissed off at how stupid everyone seemed to be. Even Huckleberry was brainwashed into accepting the fact of slavery. It seemed intensely hypocritical that Jim should should be viewed as bad instead of the real criminals. And lo and behold that was the theme! So a YAY for me...and um, thats all folks.

please enjoy the flowers...

I need to analyze myself soon, or else I will go crazy again. I resist the mad impulse to cuss-talk.

for some reason they remind me of my ideal summer.

multiple picture post (deal with it!)

Once again my music taste has changed


I like:
MGMT-Kids
Sam Sparro- Black & Gold
Natalie Portman's shaved head- Me + Yr Daughter
Cut Copy- Lights & Music

also obsessed with Arrested Development

love every character!!!!!!!

What have I been up to lately?

lets see, a list might help

• walking
• brushing teeth
• eating
• pilates
• computer
• mall
• movies
• Arrested Development
• naps
• reading

and thats it really. Need to finish/ start my summer homework.

Today (so far)

I have

-done two Pilate's workouts

-walked for an hour

-read a book

- watched Borat and Disturbia

(I think I will watch a movie a day and read a book a day- seems simple enough- I got so much damn time! :] )

Before Sophomore year I had Never:

1. Ridden the bus

2. Smoked Pot

3. Had a Job

4. Met Grace

5. Had a blog

And that is all that has changed, rather pathetic.

For some reason this picture fascinates me and twists my heart into patterns of envy, desire and a wish to have this life and aura. - whoa creepy.

Furthermore It gives me more reason to grow out my hair.

I love this outfit. It's simple and girly and oh so fresh!

she is alot skinnier!

Can you smell the boredom???

I got bored and frustrated and did a shit job, I might fix it later, a new back round or something.

I just really like them as a couple and can just picture them in real life!

amusements.

Today is Friday! And a aforementioned the last day of summer school.

3 new things I did today:

1. Watched Hannibal Rising and Jumper - both I have never seen before
2. Got a Pandora account
3. Discovered some new blogs.

I will miss some of the people I met in summer school. Esp. A.

I saw Grace yesterday and she looks sooooo thin! She said she was doing 15 minute Pilate's twice a day. Hmmmm.

haha when I saw this picture I was _____!!!!!!

My life is seriously fucked, but I am happy for some reason, much much optimistic!

This should seriously become a countdown blog.

Here goes- 1 MORE FUCKING DAY OF FRIGGIN SUMMER SCHOOL!

seriously!!!! YAY!!!! I will need to keep a strict schedule if I plan on doing all the nothing I want- and of course gay-ass summer assignments.

But unless I want to get sucked into the black hole Grace is now inhabiting I better keep myself in check.

woah. Taxi Driver is intense.

weird mood

I have decided. Kinda. Let you know what ends up happening...

You don't even know what I am talking about.

I am just very stressed/worried. I don't want to burn any bridges and I understand the concept in laying in the bed one makes. But why??? Why did I do this to myself and him. I am practically chained to him with expectations, regret and promises. I do not have time for this.

How do I get out of this mess?

I know the obvious answer of course and maybe I'm just being a bitchy idiot. Maybe I am just worrying for no reason. But I regret it. All of it.

p.s I think it was the pot that made me do it.
:&

In math I don't bother to pay attention. So I just cheat and copy. :9
The Blow - parentheses
Breanna reccomended them, they're aight.

with a new boyfriend looming on the horizon,
I need to get my butt into gear and lose a few pounds.
Not eating muffins everyday for lunch MIGHT help.

perfect couple