I am just very stressed/worried. I don't want to burn any bridges and I understand the concept in laying in the bed one makes. But why??? Why did I do this to myself and him. I am practically chained to him with expectations, regret and promises. I do not have time for this.

How do I get out of this mess?

I know the obvious answer of course and maybe I'm just being a bitchy idiot. Maybe I am just worrying for no reason. But I regret it. All of it.

p.s I think it was the pot that made me do it.
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