Room ideas...

O.K I bet you think that is creepy, but I just like the terranium not the skeletons.

we just bought a new house!!!! (expect loads of house inspiration photos)

first off: I'm going to have birch tree wallpaper in my room (a little trendy...but...)

sorry, I just made a LJ account and have been posting on there. Since I'm trying to stop going on the int. as much [except for school], I will post less.

Will probably only post on weekends, sorry.

Go on hulu.com and watch third season of It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia.

Hilarious!

Hello. Hi. Welcome.

I saw Tropic Thunder today, and have to say Pineapple Express was better. Overall more funny.

Also Borders is having some sort of School sale, got some journals for like $3 and $5 which is OK seeing as normally they are $15 and $20.

I can't wait till all the new stores in my mall open, also can't wait until Nordstrom gets some decent shit. Seriously, American Eagle currently has better clothes then them.

AE is changing their image and so far I like it, more dark washes and they brought back the short sizes (YAY!).

Like 3 weeks ago I saw the Virgin Suicides, it's ok but I don't get the hype.

Lets see...more random topics.....

I won a polaroid camera on ebay today for $7.50, not bad??? Especially since on Amazon they are like $64 used. But um how much is film? Is the Fuji kind really sucky?

I have like NO money, seriously buying Grace her present wiped me out. Thank god mums paying for my school stuff.

Once again KEXP reads my mind! They put up Glasvegas, which is awesome because I haven't a cent to spare. Sometimes this irks me, like when I bought MGMT's Kids and Vampire Weekend and they had it and I could've got em for free. But now it only makes me happy and ramble-y. So I heartily reccomend this podcast which suits my taste far better than indiefeed alternative.

lame??? oh well, look em up seriously- watch the show on HBO. Love Jemaine Clement!
<3

"You can lead a horticulture, but you can't make her think. "



Dorothy Parker's answer when asked to use the word horticulture during a game of Can-You-Give-Me-A-Sentence?

Plans

hem

mmm Brisingr is coming out...November? I'm excited, already re-read the first two.

Things I Now love:

• getting things in the mail
• Tri-blend cardigan from aa- soft
• ebay, we are reconciled after purchasing leather satchel
• baby spinach
• signature jewerly

I love

• SATC re-runs
• My white converse
• lean chicken
• flicking through new ikea catologue
• sniping on ebay
• new black UO cardigan

I hate

• getting back-ordered on aa
• Bloggers not updating
• the first day of school looming
• summer work
• craving sugary sweets
• my thighs and arms and stomach and nose
• my current friends

I have been looking for something like this all day. Found a coat of arms similar but brass and with a lion and not actually shaped like this. Don't know if I should get it (it's not really as wonderful) or the UO one [cheaper]

Decisions,decisions

Things I love:

• my white converse
• Bare Escentuals blush
• American Apparel
• Sex and The City re-runs
• Re-reading my old pre-teen books
• Online Shopping
• American Eagles new look.
• My new allowance!!!!

silky

Since you still don't know me very well, I will modestly tell you that at my school I kick ass at literature, and am viewed as "promising" because I read vast amounts of "serious" books. I had already read the Adventures of Huckleberry Finn before it was announced that it was our summer reading. So that means I had to re-read it (which I didn't mind doing, because, as a rule, I generally read all my books more than once to extract all the pleasure I can out of them) and figure out the theme. I had an idea, that came to me when I was seriously pissed off at how stupid everyone seemed to be. Even Huckleberry was brainwashed into accepting the fact of slavery. It seemed intensely hypocritical that Jim should should be viewed as bad instead of the real criminals. And lo and behold that was the theme! So a YAY for me...and um, thats all folks.

please enjoy the flowers...

I need to analyze myself soon, or else I will go crazy again. I resist the mad impulse to cuss-talk.

for some reason they remind me of my ideal summer.

multiple picture post (deal with it!)

Once again my music taste has changed


I like:
MGMT-Kids
Sam Sparro- Black & Gold
Natalie Portman's shaved head- Me + Yr Daughter
Cut Copy- Lights & Music

also obsessed with Arrested Development

love every character!!!!!!!

What have I been up to lately?

lets see, a list might help

• walking
• brushing teeth
• eating
• pilates
• computer
• mall
• movies
• Arrested Development
• naps
• reading

and thats it really. Need to finish/ start my summer homework.

Today (so far)

I have

-done two Pilate's workouts

-walked for an hour

-read a book

- watched Borat and Disturbia

(I think I will watch a movie a day and read a book a day- seems simple enough- I got so much damn time! :] )

Before Sophomore year I had Never:

1. Ridden the bus

2. Smoked Pot

3. Had a Job

4. Met Grace

5. Had a blog

And that is all that has changed, rather pathetic.

For some reason this picture fascinates me and twists my heart into patterns of envy, desire and a wish to have this life and aura. - whoa creepy.

Furthermore It gives me more reason to grow out my hair.

I love this outfit. It's simple and girly and oh so fresh!

she is alot skinnier!

Can you smell the boredom???

I got bored and frustrated and did a shit job, I might fix it later, a new back round or something.

I just really like them as a couple and can just picture them in real life!

amusements.

Today is Friday! And a aforementioned the last day of summer school.

3 new things I did today:

1. Watched Hannibal Rising and Jumper - both I have never seen before
2. Got a Pandora account
3. Discovered some new blogs.

I will miss some of the people I met in summer school. Esp. A.

I saw Grace yesterday and she looks sooooo thin! She said she was doing 15 minute Pilate's twice a day. Hmmmm.

haha when I saw this picture I was _____!!!!!!

My life is seriously fucked, but I am happy for some reason, much much optimistic!

This should seriously become a countdown blog.

Here goes- 1 MORE FUCKING DAY OF FRIGGIN SUMMER SCHOOL!

seriously!!!! YAY!!!! I will need to keep a strict schedule if I plan on doing all the nothing I want- and of course gay-ass summer assignments.

But unless I want to get sucked into the black hole Grace is now inhabiting I better keep myself in check.

woah. Taxi Driver is intense.

weird mood

I have decided. Kinda. Let you know what ends up happening...

You don't even know what I am talking about.

I am just very stressed/worried. I don't want to burn any bridges and I understand the concept in laying in the bed one makes. But why??? Why did I do this to myself and him. I am practically chained to him with expectations, regret and promises. I do not have time for this.

How do I get out of this mess?

I know the obvious answer of course and maybe I'm just being a bitchy idiot. Maybe I am just worrying for no reason. But I regret it. All of it.

p.s I think it was the pot that made me do it.
:&

In math I don't bother to pay attention. So I just cheat and copy. :9
The Blow - parentheses
Breanna reccomended them, they're aight.

with a new boyfriend looming on the horizon,
I need to get my butt into gear and lose a few pounds.
Not eating muffins everyday for lunch MIGHT help.

perfect couple

I'm away! Not on a CRUISE! But to my Grandma's house whilst everyone and their mother is on the cruise. Oh NO! Don't Pity me, it's only to Cabo. Which is in Mexico! I refuse to throw away my future on MEXICO! Besides Oma's house has a pool and that's just fine with me. Don't you just love her hair color?

"There are certain shades of limelight can ruin a girl's complexion"

Calm.

"It's a hovel, But its Our hovel."

My family sets me off balance. Mom got angry at me today. Ate too much to prove to my Aunt I wasn't on a diet-regret it. My lying keeps me up at night. Me and Bree aren't friends anymore and I don't know how I feel about it. W hasn't messaged me back.





Monotone "Fuck You"
Why?- The Hollows

motherhood in all its cruel reality.

Lately I have been popping peoples bubbles. Well, mainly in my family. Well, my Mom and Grandma. Well, :]

I think it's because I have acted like such a poser at summer school. I never act like myself. A.K.A an awkward intellectual. I giggle and laugh when A. throws shit across the room and that whole laser point-y thing. I actually LIE and pretended I had a boyfriend this year, and that T said I was pretty. Well, I know he thinks I am pretty. [those looks] But he never actually said anything.

But the sad thing is, I DON'T regret it! I decided I would have fun this summer and fuck being honest and prudish. I will lie and do whatever I want.

:]-

Malte

main men

Have I mentioned that I really just don't like old people? Well, I don't. they give me the creeps in between bouts of pity and disgust. They always have food in the corner of their mouths. They are still chock full 0f 50 and 60 ideals. Whenever you try to talk to them they ramble off into a dialogue about their childhood. instead of saying "I had soup for lunch." They go off on a verb rampage as they describe the whole meal and how they felt afterward. They discuss how they didn't want to retire because they felt they would be useless, and how back then, boys didn't like girls to be too smart. and at the end of the lunch and 20 minute car ride, I am grateful to hurry to work. Seriously, I've yet to meet an old person I like.

listening to: The Hot Tramps - Dixie Peach

glazing over peeling plastic
no more]
bitchy dialogue
parting words
glancing friends
then college

summer school sucks

this girl does not!

-ha ha you can see him photographing her

Okay....so it's now officially summer. I should be excited, right? WRONG with a capital W!!!! I just realized I am 16 have no car no friends and my mums at work. Oh well. I will still enjoy this summer as long as weight is lost. I've mentioned that before.

[oh yes and Im getting some chucks for summer wear]

haha I'm blogging at work again! Last day of school today!!!!!! hmm...I don't know why I'm putting all those exclamation points since I feel very blah and tired today. It was not at all exciting or sad. Didn't even feel like it was over.

Today, Grace and I were sitting in front of this church (I had like 3 hours to kill before work) and we were talking. Grace patiently listened while I ranted and fulminated B and the multiple things I dislike about her. Well not that I hate her, I am just tired of her and how she is changing lately. I must say she is not responding well to this[B].

Grace said that people generally expect pretty people to act a certain way[friendly, dumb,slutty] and I don't fulfill their expectations at all [quiet, arrogant,reads a lot] and that it makes them uncomfortable. People hate what they don't understand. We actually had a long conversation [3 hours long] and mainly about me.

Whoever reads this blog still doesn't know me very well. Maybe reading my old blog will help you understand what a nerd I am. [here!!!] yeahhhh. I quit because it as a hassle and I read too many books and I never reviewed them. This blog is easier because I can write whatever I want.

she looks like how I want to look.

elinkan is very adorable and swedish.

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