Like Bridget Jones said "It's a known fact when one part of your life starts to go good,the other half falls disastrously apart." I have always believed this to be true. And while I joyfully reap up the benefits of being 12 pounds lighter, my schoolwork and home life are suffering. Not to mention my walks home with Grace. Also I hate wading through the slimy looks that males give me, and I bless the lord for my young more cute than sexy face. Also...I am listening to music which Is a good sign, because I only listen to music when I am happy. When I am sad or angry or numb I read and walk alot. Look: life right now, is going fine...But I still want Steven.